Today is one of the bad days. Kassidy is doing fine. Stable is the word they tend to favor, since things can change so quickly. She is getting a blood transfusion today to try and up her hematacrit to inturn help her breathing. Her echo results did confirm that the valve closed (Woo Hoo), but now they are concerned a small hole, that is normal, has blood flowing through it in both directions. They are watching her for pulmonary hypertension.
I just cant help but be completely freaked out today. I am having a case of the why me's. I just want things to be normal, to be easy. I wanna hold both my babies. I wanna be consoling babies crying and changing diapers and be sleep deprived. I wanna smell baby lotion and feel their soft skin. I want all 3 of my children to be snuggled up to me.
I just want this day to be over......
2 comments:
many prayers for you and your family!! <3
The ups and downs must be hard. I'm sorry you had a bad day, we constantly pray for her, even coy knows who she is. Hang in their Danielle!
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